How?

HOW?

Last but not least do you ever keep asking yourself everytime you faces challenges,
how do I do it? how is that possible? 

or

to makes people feel better about themselves, you can start with, how are you doing?

Basically we'll be talking about how for this chapter.

How means to ask the way of doing something, to know the process of something from the start till it reach the finish line.

Between You and Me.

How do you thing all of us ended up here? Living on the world we call, Earth.

Have you ever thought of it? No?

Didn't surprise me, not all of us had the time to think about it.

We're too busy working, making money, to fill our stomach, too busy having fun,

or may I say, too busy staying alive. We're so focused on our life that we don't even

had the time to think about what will we became when it's the end of our time.

We're stuck, chained by fortune and fames. 

We're stuck, drowned deeply in materials.

We're stuck, too focused about the world.

Think more about yourself for once if you haven't had yet.

Doesn't mean that your being ego focusing on yourself.

Doesn't mean that you ignore others for this.

Doesn't mean that you skip doing chores also.

But, take time for understanding yourself, who you really are.

Knowing yourself is harder than you think.

Because you can only see yourself in front of the mirror.

I'm young, inexperience of a lot of things.
I thought life was about having fun,

cause I don't feel that sad when I was little.

As I grew, living alone, know how it felt to take care of yourself.

At first it was okay, I said, living alone was great,

you had the time just for you, to do anything you wanted,

to be anywhere you wanted to.

But then, I realized, human was born to felt boredom when they're doing routines,

we are not born to do the same thing like forever. Why? Simple, we are not machines.

Humans have feelings, they intended to feel things. 

We're happy when we do what we want, what we loved.

We're sad when we can't do what we want, what we loved.

We're angry when things don't go the way we wanted it to be.

Happy, Sad, Angry. 

These three are the basic emotions.

The others were just a mixed from these three.

What'd you get when you're happy and sad at the same time?

What'd you get when you're happy and angry at the same time?

What'd you get when you're sad and angry at the same time?

Not just by combining it.

Each of them is a basic ingredient to form other emotion as well.

You could turn sadness into : jealous, worried, ...

You could turn angry into    : hate, ...

You could turn happy into   : ...

Question.

As you finished reading all of the bullshit I've typed above.
Notice how you didn't even think, how could a human thinks like this?
How does our brain had this ability to think something we don't even know existed?

Imagination. How does we have it?

Not That Important.

Even though science may have proven and given the answer. Most of us, doesn't care that much to it.

We just continue our life being us, do what we're supposed to do.

Even if we might knew the answers, I don't think it would changed most of what we do now.

or will it?

Think about it, if one day we all knew why we're here, living,  may it be a good or bad answerd,

will we be able to stay as we are? Still be able do these things as it is?

My answer would be a big no. Why?

Humans, are created to be an adaptable living things, we adapted to our surrounding also means our life. When it changed it will change also how we interact with it. Maybe some won't, but some will do. How many years has it been since the ancient age? or the stone ages?

If it were true, history, we lived as cavemens, as a tribes, and civilized till now,
then it is true that we are adaptable through lifes.

Don't Take This Seriously.

Since the title talks about how. And seems like mostly my chapter on this blog is talking about life and life that no one actually cares. I'm just going to post it here how or a theory of maybe how we could get out from this circle of life, so we won't need to do more good things or we don't even need to be good anymore, that means, no more hurting others or ourselfs.

One, accept who you really are. As a humans. Put all other things like your face, your body, things you have, away. Think about it, all of us are humans, we knew we are different (outside). See the bigger picture. As human beings. Accept that you are alive as you. We breath, we eat, we drink, we rest, we do things. That way I swear it won't even matter to you wether you see people walkin down the streets with their jordans, airpods, those gold chains, their sportcars. Stripped those things of and what do you have? the same human beings as yourself.

Here's why I promise you that things that others won't matter to you. Let me tell you from my perspective. 

" Things that other have doesn't matter for you. But things you have matters to you."

Why what they have doesn't matters for you? cause it's theirs, no matter how much you felt jealous it won't be yours. You won't be able to try it or used it fully if it's not yours. Well this is if you still wanted things in your life.

For me, sometimes I do still feel like, 

" Damn, look at that car, that bike, wish I'd could have one of those "

Sure I do still think like that. But then, I felt so damn weird, why are we so proud like too proud of it? When I told myself, see the bigger picture, this is how my mind tells me.

Me    :   " Look at him, posting picture so damn proud of his supercars. Ooo whee~ I wan.. "

My Mind : " What? Those are just metals. Just a machine dipped with colors. Not even alive. "

Me    :  " Wha--? "

*me realizing the bigger picture*

" That was just humans sitting on a machine, a piece of metal to started with. "

" That was just humans being proud of their things created from variety of other things "

" That was just humans, bragging about things they were. It's just a thread, a cotton, or fabrics "





In the end, when I started thinking things this way, I couldn't care more about what people have, still admiring it, but wanted so bad to have it of course, but jealous because they had it? nah. Cause Imma work my ass off for it instead of staying here with jealousy.

If someone ask me how they could change their life or how to see things positively?

I'd tell them, 

" It's all about perspective. Which one you wanted your mind, yourself, wanted to see? "

 

How?

~ End of Hello ~

Where?

WHERE?

Talking about where. What's the deepest convo you've ever had started with 'where' ? Most common one prolly sound like,

"Where do you want to see yourself in the future?"

Most people doesn't think it throughly deep. Well, maybe they just don't want to think hard? maybe it's not their thing to 'shape' their own future. Cause some of us believe that we cannot change the future. It is meant to be as it is.

Not going to argue with that, since it's not wrong either. Of course it's not wrong, no one has a concrete proof that we can change the future. The only thing we knew is that we are open to an unlimited options to choose each day, each hours, minute, even seconds. Right?

Take an example now, you could be doing anything you wanted to do now. Either it's a good thing or a bad thing. Ask yourself, what are you doing right now? reading this? while you also have the option to choose not to.

Life is about making choices. And you won't stop making choices unless you're done in this world, by other means, the time for you to die has come.

SO, while you ain't dead yet, keep making choices, lots of examples has been doned by others. You could saw the output from what they do. What to lose? Why bother thinking of the risk far too long? It's okay if the result are not that perfect yet or even failed badly. 

Another thing about life, next step after making choices is to learn how it works.
How life works? Easy. Trial and error. You failed, you try again. Just repeat one thing at a time. 

That was just the basic of life. But it should be more than enough to get you through more complicated things. A good foundation is important you know?

Back to the main question, "Where do you want to see yourself in the future?",

don't think too deep, you're just going to be imagining it too much, that means you're just a dreamer. Dream won't come true unless you do it. Nobody will ever do it for your dreams.

Think for a short brief about it. Then think this one next,
"Where should I start looking clues of what am I going to do to make it come true".


Nothing was ever created instant for humans. We can't be like the mighty one that some humans praise as God, who can just snap his fingers and created a big bang, even maybe just by sneezing he could created what, a rain, tornado.

Humans must went through the process. Learn, Practice, Learn, Do it.
Then one humans start asking,

"Why must we all go through the process from the start? What did we do in the first place that we are we right and becoming us now till now?"

"Why do we even exist. Where do we start in the first place."

" I just wanted to let you all know, humans are stuck in the circle of life. They were born, stay alive, until their lifespan ended. Then? It's starts from the square one. You were born again. As a different human being".

Some of us prolly thinking, if we really are inside this circle life thingy, how can we get out?


The question is do you really want to? Go out from this circle?

Are you ready to let go of everything, all of things that this world offers you, all the things that you loved and have now. When you don't feel that all you have makes you happy anymore, I mean they're just things, sure they matters but only sometimes. What matters all the time is yourself, your whole body.

Once you go deep and trying to find more about yourself why the you become you now. And why you are here now above other things. For this one, I'm just asking, where do you think you'll be going when you're old and it's time for you to go.

Imagine yourself like maybe 20 or 50 years from now are you old enough? When that time came, where will you be at that time and after that where will life takes you? The other side? But where?

Where is this other side? Above Earth? The space? Heaven? Where is heaven? Hell? Where is hell? Hmm...

Where are we?

~ 5 ~

When?

WHEN?

Hi. Wonder how has it been since quarantine day one?
Hope everyone stay strong.
May life goes back to normal soon.

Stay positive.

.

.

.

C'mon it's not that hard,

staying positive.

.

.

really? is it that hard?

What if I told you how to stay positive quickly?

If it doesn't work,

just close this page.

Okay, here goes :

ONE

One, how do you breath? normal? Good. Better be grateful you still could breath normally.
Another one, check your body including face, hands, until toes. You got a clean face? Damn, must be pretty one you are. How bout your eyes? surely it must be there, both of'em? Why do I even ask, you wouldn't be able to read until this line if your eyes doesn't works as clear as a blue sky. 

Your fingers? 5 each on both sides? Look how lucky you are. Lose one of'em tomorrow you'll see a big differences. I've tried a challenge living a day imagining your hands'd be like those cgi ninja turtles hands, three fingers only. Didn't feel comfy as having five of it.

And, down to your knees and toes. Is it still there? Right leg, left leg? Why, look how completed you are if you still do. Still have both of'em and most of the times you're so lazy to walk? Wake up! Legs are meant to be used for you to walk.

Part one was not that hard isn't it? For you people who have a whole list checked. Please be more grateful, cause there are 'they' who don't have their checklist all checked, who even though they said they can do anything with their limitations, deep, deep, and deep inside they still wish they'd have all the checklist fully checked.

Why still scrolling?

Looking for part two?

There was no part two from the start.

I told you the best one already.

Simple things but not easy to maintain.

Be grateful, that is the key. 

Have you ever asked yourself when?

When to be gratefull?

When you should be grateful?

When is the exact time to be grateful?

For me, every time you can,

every time you have the time to,

do it,

be grateful.

When you mastered it,

being grateful,

you will understand,

you will knew,

you will feel it,

how humane you are,

how it feels,

how it taste,

it's just

.

" Pure Happiness "

I know, you know it better, we all knew,

knew how hard it is to be grateful sometimes.

Take example the easiest hardest part to be grateful,

when we are sick, how do you think we can be grateful,

while all these pain feels like it's killing you,

give you no option but to drink those medicines.

Being grateful doesn't just work like *snap* snapping your fingers easily.

(sorry for those who can't snap till now)

There are steps, there's always steps to everything before reaching the main goal.

Steps of being grateful might be like,

understanding why you are in this position right now?

what cause it? where does it starts?

If you're sick, think first, why are you sick in the first place?
a quick one would be, you neglected yourself to stay healthy,

might be working too much, eating too much, 

or having "fun" too much.

can't think of anything while you're sick?

here's a quick tips, find yourself a mirror, 

and ask that person on the mirror,

what they've been doing lately that makes them sick right now?

the answers will be sent to you telepathically.

End of this already,

let met say this to you,

what matters most is,

when will you start being the best version of you?

until you had enough fun?

" When will enough be enough? "

If you are wiser than me,

you might have the same idea for this line that I'm going to say down here,

or even better, you could even tell me more about it,

how deep of understanding these lines.

" Treasures doesn't have a limit,

doesn't matter how much you have it will keep increasing indeed,

but will it ever be infinite? 

I don't think so.

Then why most of us still couldn't get enough,

we just keep wanting more and more,

wanting more for that doesn't have a finish line. "

" It's like chasing time, time will never stop, even though you died, 

time will keep going on and on. When will time stop? "

Hope you saw the clue I just gave you,

if you get it, focus on it more,

when you have enough treasures (enough food, clothes, house, etc.),

stop. Stop focusing on looking treasures too hard.
Focus on the clue I gave you.
It's the only thing limited that's worth on focusing.

Slow down, 
take your time, 
you're halfway right, 
L.P.

When will enough be ' enough '

~ 4 ~

What?

WHAT?

" What, it's April already. "

Again they will say,

" welcome April !! " 

" April please be good " 

" Blessed April "

Would you kindly ask yourself, 
do you really feel blessed? 
do you really welcome April that good?

or just trying to follow the trend, 

just because people do it 

then you felt like you should too ? 

*sigh*

This image was imported from Pinterest and 100% sure it's not mine.

Look at yourself, look around you.

Have you even wonder how long 

have you been on Earth?

Most of us might not remember

how

many

times

have we been

going

back

and

forth

in this world.

A child is born every single day

may it be humans or not,

Every child is evolving into teenager each day,

And teenagers who become adults at last.

Adults do what they do, 

then?

They die.

Indeed, it is the circle of life,

we all die for sure in the end.

I'm a nobody

or no that's not it.

I mean, I'm just like you,

like the rest of you.

Physically might not be the same,

but in general we are the same.

And I here I'll send you a message,

concentrate.

" Time cannot be stop,it moves so fast,you blink you'll miss it. "

remember.

" Being bad is too easy,being good while around you are badnot that easy. "

" Not That Easy. "

It applies to me, maybe you too,

even most of us here on Earth.

I learned this few weeks ago

and combined it to things I've learned this whole years.

Most of us see each other vary from others. Either by religion, gender, race, even statuses.

No one hope you too understand this deeply. 

But, if one day the time comes,

when you understand it at last,

that all of us

are completely the same.

You'll understand what it means to feel like and be like a human being.

Where you accept everyone unconditionally.

How they look, what they have, 

it won't bother you like anymore.

Therefore, you will focus more on yourself.

Therefore, by focusing on yourself,

you will understand more about you

and

how the worlds 

are actually 

connected 

to you.

You might not get it, and it's okay.

The key to be this way : " Be water my friend. "

...

" What is life to you? "

...

What is going on, on Earth.

~ 3 ~

Why?

 WHY? 

Why do you mean why?

I don't get it.

Why do I bother making these?

Is that what you mean?

Why does 'why' starts with why?

Feeling weird enough now reading why for a few times?

This image was exported from Pinterest and 100% sure this is not mine.

"Look, it's Coco and me." 

"Coco looks so cool, right?" 

"Oh, how I miss her..."

Okay, okay..

I'll tell you why.

Geez.

I started creating this,

so that,

...

Huh? 

Still reading this?

You really do want to know why?

Honestly I don't even know why.

Maybe and just maybe...

I just wanted to share.

Share my thoughts.

With all of you,

Humans.

Reading the line before makes you think I'm a what?

Oops. This is a why not a what.

Why oh Why

~ 2nd ~

Who?

Who?

So, we're talking about who. 

No need to know who.

Even if you do want to know,
soon you'll find out.

This is just a personal space.

Just like thousands and millions same ones out there.

This picture was imported from Pinterest and 100% not MINE. I post it here cause I loved it.

Aah.. an empty blue sky, looks beautiful isn't it?

with a lone cat looking right at you on the screen.

I wonder if anyone is curious to know who exactly is who?

If you do are curious,

you are most welcome here.

" Here? ", you asked.

" Yes, here. ", who answered. 

 " Where is here? ", you asked again.

" Here, will be my peace of mind which will not always be at peace,just like the waves sometimes it's calming sometimes it's frightening. "

Welcome to My Mind.

 ~ 1st ~